time has passed by quite inconsistently since you left
it's been days since I last sobbed for you
or has it been weeks?
life reminds me of you
death reminds me of you
reminds me of the helplessness i felt that day
the helplessness that i continue to feel...
i know you had to go one day
i knew it would be tough
but 'tough' doesn't even start to describe how it feels
i don't want you to see me cry
i hope you are busy making new friends...
but i also hope you think of me sometimes
i hope you wait up till it's time for me to come up there
so we can be together again
so that i get to say sorry for everything i didn't do
for everything that i did...
